I missed writing. There are so many things that I want to pursue but no matter how much willingness you have for each of these, sometimes it just doesn't work. I actually think that I am a superwoman in my own way -- being able to work eight hours a day (most often than not, more), being able to spend time with loved ones, family and friends, being able to make time for my different passions and hobbies -- but just now, I feel that it doesn't apply anymore.
It's not that I am ranting or whatever, I just honestly feel that time is running by so fast. It's actually something in favor for busy people (for employees like me), but sort of a downside too, because truly, there are so many things to do yet there is just so little time.
I wish I could do more. I wish I could go about my job everyday at the same time be able to spend time with all the people I love and still be able to squeeze my other obsessions. I am the type of person who wants to be present in all situations (for my duties as an employee, a daughter, a sister, a friend/BFF and a girlfriend) without having to drop anything. I could rush from one place to another just so I won't miss any of these, in the event that they all happen in the same day.
As the introvert person that I am (or that I used to be, hahaha), wishes like "Sunday-please-stretch-Monday-don't-come" are not strange. I whisper this in my head all the time, and for sure extroverts too, have the same thoughts. I genuinely ask for this to happen and when it does, I'd probably be one of those who will get up on a Monday morning with a big big smile after the weekend. Guess nothing would come greater than being able to accomplish everything according to plan.
You know I just want more time to watch my favorite TV series, and movies. To sing myself to sleep, to write on my planner in details like I used to, to play and cuddle with my brother when he jumps in my bed, to eat merienda while watching TV in the living room, to lay down on my bed while feeding my soul through books, to sing my heart, color my nails, the list goes on. For me, these are few of the best reasons to live.
I tend to be so random at times, sometimes I go deeper than how I am supposed to be seeing things, hence serious blog entries like this.
Anyway, I opted to include the outfit into this post as time is really gold most especially these days, and because of that I am trying to get back to the good old days and start my every day earlier. Maybe this way, I could somehow address these rants that I have right now if not fully able to. And how it is so timely that tomorrow is the alleged date of the end of the world! I feel a little sad about that because I don't know how would that be, no one knows, but at the same time I don't believe that it will. Haha, let's hope for the best! But yeah let's enjoy the next 24 hours to make sure, like teens would say, YOLO -- you only live once. Haha.
Happy Holidays! Missed you guys!